Catatan di pagi hari

8.27 AM
Jakarta

Langitnya indah berwarna jingga.  Hujan rintik masih menyertai indahnya langit di pagi hari.  Daritadi hujannya tidak berhenti turun.  Begitu pula pikiranku.

Hari ini aku akan balik ke peraduanku, Yogyakarta.  Sudah sebulan aku tinggal di Jakarta. Hati rasanya sangat tak ingin pergi kembali ke Jogja.  Padahal sudah tebilang cukup lama menetap di Jakarta.  Namanya juga rumah sendiri. Like a quote said "home is a place you grow up wanting to leave, and grow old wanting to get back to" -John Ed Pearce.  I think maybe I  grow old, not up haha #agakgaknyambung #yasudahlah #quotenyabagus

Intinya rumah akan menjadi tempat yang paling selalu dirindukan, kampung halaman akan menjadi tempat yang paling dikenang, dengan banyak kisah, orang terkasih dan memori di dalamnya.

See you soon Jakarta, luv.

end of the (2014)

HIIII LONG TIME NO SEE

So how are you guys? Really miss post something here.

Rindu sekali. Rindu bisa ngepost, main laptop tanpa batas waktu, streaming film/ series, kepo-kepo googling, pokoknya surfing internet [bukan untuk nugas, nyari jurnal].

Kangen ada waktu luang kayak gini, biasanya dulu sesibuk-sibuknya belajar, ada aja waktu buat buka laptop buat main.  Kalo sekarang, kapan? Bisa aja sih sebenernya, cuma internetnya lho jelek pisan euy, susah nyari koneksi bagus.  Mau ke warnet mager, mau ke kafe internet males (gak ada kendaraan jadi keliatannya apa-apa mager) huft ~~ gak boleh ngeluh ~~

And now, the holiday is coming babe~ can't wait to go home soon :D

Mau bilang kangen lagi.  Kangen banget. Kangen rumah. Kangen papa, mama, adek.  Kangen temen-temen.  Kangen suasana hectic, macet (kidding).  Kangen aja semuanya hiks. [ sedang homesick berat ].

Mungkin hawa liburan sepertinya, teman-teman pada ngumpul sama keluarganya pulang.  Aku juga ingin pulang hikss tapi nanggung pisan, lagi minggu UAS. Kenapa UASnya saat libur-libur gini ya? Bikin baper aja huft.

Mungkin juga karena banyak waktu senggang.  Dulu sih seneng ada waktu luang, bisa ngapain aja.  Tapi sekarang jadi bingung, biasanya pagi kuliah terus sore latihan marching band sampai malam dan berulang lagi.  Kangen sibuk.

Maafkan ya readers postingnya jadi isi curhatan keluhan semua...but literally i just wanna to express what i feel, i guess post things here could lighten my day :D thank you for reading and see you guys next year!

The Boys from Another Planet

Hi guys~ I wanna post somethin' I like during the holiday

I have been fangirling one boyband from ginseng country. Yeah... from South Korea. Who are they? They are EXO.  The kpopers must have been known them ryt?
At first, I don't wanna know and find further 'bout them 'cause I thought they were just win in physical appearance but not in their vocal & music quality *sorry for their fans* but my curiosity was gettin more.  Then, I watched their reality show "EXO Showtime" and I didn't recognize their faces one by one, seems they are all same.  But after that,  they looks really funny and gettin along each other, and I watched their mvs, so uber cooooool.  My first thought is wrong, and I adore them now kekeke I show u the members

 their reality show "EXO Showtime"

 full members (but kris *at the very left;upper line, has decided to quit)

 so now only 11 members 

And my bias is Xiumin~ 

He looks really cute with his aegyo >.<

he seems more mature in here....looks handsome

His appearance now...so cool 

but don't be a bad boy, i like u just the way u are T_T

Their songs are easy to listen too, i like the way they sings in my head and their songs have different characteristic of tune so there aren't the same tunes

Oh yeah, they will have a solo concert in Indonesia on September, sadly I cannot watch them since I just have being a new colleger hikss I hope  they will comeback here

Finally, this is the end of this post..bye ^^

Semu

Termenung aku dalam luka

Yang tak terlihat

Tak terdengar 

Tak terasakan perihnya

Mungkin dalam

Tak tahu seberapa dalam

Tak pernah ku pikirkan

Ah, tak peduli diriku

Lama ingin tahu ku bertambah

Aku masih tak bisa melihat

Apakah buta? Kurasa tidak

Luka ini terasa semu

Penasaran kemudian

Apa penyebabnya?

Orang-orang?

Atau diriku sendiri?

Salahkan diri sering diriku

Salahkan orang tak beralasan

Terasa, tapi tak bisa ku gapai

Ah, pikiranku saja kiranya

#Sorry if it's too much difficult to understand. Hahahah bye  fellas~

And some other things

It's been a long time I didn't post in here, sorry kekeke I was busied by school things- intensif course- try outs- university test and etc.  Alhamdulillah the National Exam was over and I have been graduated! So happy kekeke and thanks for Allah again for give me this

Finally after fighting with pm & intensif, i am free ~.~. Alhamdulillah I can't stop being granted for what Allah has given to me. Yeayy 2 months holiday~

Ex-haus-ted

 I'm so tired of this-thingy-routines.  My daily morning is filled with going to school-study-take course-study-sleep and it continues in weekdays. It is included when there is Try Out at where i take course, which is held in Sunday and it is like go to hellll u no.  Nowadays, i'm preparing to do the mid term for tomorrow, there's no spirit to study anymore.  God, please help and guide me through this sharp uphill road..

As my mind is tired, as my soul is too weak to against the reality, this is the soundtrack of this week,

"Super Human"
( Chris Brown feat. Keri Hilson)

Weak

I have been crying and crying for weeks

How'd I survive when I can barely speak

Barely eat

On my knees

But that's the moment you came to me

I don't know what your love has done to me

Think I'm invincible I see

Through the me

I used to be

[Chorus:]

You changed my whole life

Don't know what your doing to me with your love

I'm feeling all Super human

You did that to me

Super human heart beats in me

Nothing can stop me here with you, superhuman

Super human

Super human

Super human

Strong

Since I've been flying and righting the wrongs

Feels almost like i had it all along

I can see tomorrow

But every problem is gone because

I flew everywhere with love inside of me

It's unbelievable to see

How love could set me free

You changed my whole life

Don't know what your doing to me with your love

I'm feeling all Super human

You did that to me

Super human heart beats in me

Nothing can stop me here with you, superhuman

Super human

Super human

Its not a bird

Not a plane

Its my heart and its gonna go away

My only weakness is you

Only reason is you

Every minute with you I feel like I can do

Anything

Going going I'm going away

In love

You changed my whole life

Don't know what your doing to me with your love

I'm feeling all Super human

You did that to me

Super human heart beats in me

Nothing can stop me here with you, superhuman

Super human

Super human

Re-new

Hai, sudah lama tidak menorehkan kata-kata di halaman ini.  Akhirnya ada waktu luang untuk menuliskan sesuatu disini. *mencoba menggunakan bahasa Indonesia yang baik* Setelah mengedit blog ini yang full of unimportant posts, akhirnya ini menjadi post awal dari blog gue.  Alhamdulillah. Sekian.

Iseng-iseng berhadiah cowok ganteng,

  the re-new Logan Lerman